
The Long Excuse
by Shereen Rana
Something bending in me,
smoking through the trees
a will-ó-the-wisp, a happy light.
The world is black yet so swollen
with the hearty shades
(so much colour
my eyes don't want to blink a second time)
with the deer's fright,
the seeing golden.
Sometimes I can't help but think
of my glow and that of my neighbour's window
as one.
The way the lack of saturation
makes my heart afraid of God
and speak a saturated tongue still.
The messy end tables
spilling with a loving rage
unholy, scattered,
the essence of life.
The very idea of it.
God playing with me in his fingers
Do you hear that, crow? My heart is finally,
Somewhat, someglare alight.
It's the clanging of utensils,
the smile waiting at the bus stop,
the waiting face clad in waves of green clouds,
the way the walls are familiar with your time,
the blue of the sky resting
as the grey breaks across.
It's growing under my head,
calf, dark, love and your mother's hands.
Shereen Rana is a high school student, having made permanent residence in all forms of art, while trying to shape some herself. Her writing seeks to delve into feelings like loneliness, anxiety, the loss that comes with people while also trying to evoke comfort like that of a home. She spends a lot of her time reading, writing, watching shows, drawing and devouring art in general. Her work (along with other chatter) can mainly be found at @lunaremo on tumblr.