ortolan boys
by Rucker Manley
in the backseat, you’re telling me you are
just in town to pitch a show, and ask
if I know vance joy, am I his baby brother.
you plug in a location for a bank, and I wait
is there turmoil for the bird on wire?
ferment in murmuration for starlings,
weaving bands of iodine in the sky,
cycling like warnings chafed smooth in repetition?
the sign on the door says needle exchange, a lie
that is ultimately inconsequential, you are hot
enough to be a singer, you say, have you
ever thought about being a singer
looking to the sky, starlings again
or buzzards, spinning circles round my head like
haze on hot pavement, we have come
to LA for the same thing, a shot, and failing—
you, an escort, preacher teacher for feasting
men who are still figuring out how to be
themselves, richer than either of us, and clean
of southern california dust, me, driving uber
i wonder if it must be maddening to thrum
in accord with thousands, to beat against the wind,
without collision, without collision
Rucker Manley (they/he) is a writer living in Vancouver, BC, by way of Los Angeles and South Georgia. They have previously published work in Screen Door Review, FERAL, and Cathexis Northwest Press, and have work forthcoming in The Blood Tree.