the pain of abstinence

by Sadie Park

hot words rush my throat through

my larynx like a bullet train 

crushing screaming

bodies in its path

petals of a daisy fall as bones 

in a graveyard whisper 

he loves Loves me 

not

soft sigh

smokes my lips like a cigarette 

after sex

ash soaks my shirt staining grey and 

white 

I feel strong 

a single strand

of spiderweb. He asks me:

Sadie Park is a young bipolar genderqueer poet based in Pennsylvania. They most enjoy making food for other people and writing poetry. You are likely to find him staring into space and listening to music. You can follow them on social media @sadithine.