When I Finally Die, Be Honest

by Kora Dzbinski

touch them where the road kissed

first. where their gills would be if

everything had gone as planned.

read: it should have been 

Water. 

yet here they lie - fat mouth

lulled to sleep by snowdrifts -

Black Swaning acrylic over

concrete. writing eulogies 

one-handed. 

now we’ve fish-lined their lungs

postmortem. stuffed their hungry

ghost with algae blooms. 

skin-popped Winnebago 

floods - for the drama. 

they did the best they 

could. they did the 

best. they did.

Kora Dzbinski (they/them) is a Mad-Queer poet, care worker, and Disability Studies graduate student living in Chicago. Their debut chapbook, strawberry hole, was published by Bottlecap Press in 2021. You can find their various publications at linktr.ee/koradzbinski.