
True. True.
by Ismim Putera
CW: Body Image, Transphobia/Homophobia, Wound
True.
I am a feminine man
my skin is gauzy
sunlight stitches its tropical heat
on it, even on rainy days
True.
I have two testicles
like ripened red rambutan
a slouching spine
and a brilliant mind
True.
my face is oval
my vision elliptical
in my eyes, you’ll find a handful of
fine-shaped Asian men
True.
bring all the mirrors here
I can strip all day
beauty indeed, is a skin-deep
diabetic wound
True.
use your tongue
to measure my hips
when I do Arabian belly dance
on the back of the two-humped camel
True.
people curse the marrow
in my bone
my hands will never be veiny enough
to lift up Mount Everest
True,
I survived
domesticated manhood
on the Savanna, I’m
a tiger in a tigress’ stripe
True.
I am a Virgo goddess
muscular men worship my authenticity
I grant their wishes
now and then
True.
nothing can emasculate me
I have the mane of a lioness
I am a feminine man—
Oh! True, true
Ismim Putera (he/him) is a poet and writer from Sarawak, Malaysian Borneo. His work has recently appeared in Fahmidan Journal, Voice and Verse Magazine Issue 53 and Fudoki magazine.