
He Tells it Differently
by Ilya Maude
It's not like he makes out.
His law was clear enough. A garden full of fruits
And one we weren't to touch but what a garden.
One day in we gorged and slept and fucked.
He'll tell you about that
But not the flies that buzzed around the trees
And itched into my mind. Not the creeping
Into mould, the rancid dustiness of all the other fruit.
I ate nothing for days
Before I saw that snake. Was he a snake?
I hadn't yet learned snakeness. All I knew
Was empty-bellied pain and something else.
He claimed it for himself,
Of course, that growing right-wrong anger
That ruptured in me when I ate that fruit.
I knew. Before I ate, before we left the garden.
Ilya Maude (they/he) is an artist and postgrad student. He used to pride himself on being one of the handful of non-poets to read poetry. He was looking for a name, and then he found one. He can't stop thinking about the garden.