
emily dickinson in the queer club
by Gillian Ebersole
after Jay Hulme
it’s neon night. she’s dressed
in all white — a shroud in the sea
of highlighter colors. the music
pulses. she whips her hair, long
strings crossing her face, stuck
in her lip gloss. she’s the talk
of the town really. all the amherst
sapphics can’t take their eyes off her.
wild nights! emily goes home alone
every time. she’s stuck in lesbian
yearning, the kind of torture that makes
for a good poem, only solved by clubs
& bad dancing. everyone knows she’s
madly in love with sue. her mourning
is wide & white & soft. she’ll never
get over it. the poems fall like tears
down her cheeks. next weekend, she’ll be
in the club again, drinking white claws
& thrashing in the middle. she never really
figured out how to dance. we’ll have to forgive her.
Gillian Ebersole (they/them) is a dancer and choreographer, as well as a poet, dance critic, and researcher. Their work aims to reconcile a conservative religious upbringing with the expansive nature of queerness, exploring queer whimsy, vulnerability, and gentleness. Their first poetry book The Water Between Us received the Charlotte Mew Prize and was published by Headmistress Press in 2021. Gillian lives and creates in Berkshire County with their partner.