emily dickinson in the queer club

by Gillian Ebersole

after Jay Hulme

 

it’s neon night. she’s dressed 

in all white — a shroud in the sea 

of highlighter colors. the music 

pulses. she whips her hair, long 

strings crossing her face, stuck 

in her lip gloss. she’s the talk 

of the town really. all the amherst 

sapphics can’t take their eyes off her. 

wild nights! emily goes home alone

every time. she’s stuck in lesbian 

yearning, the kind of torture that makes 

for a good poem, only solved by clubs

& bad dancing. everyone knows she’s

madly in love with sue. her mourning 

is wide & white & soft. she’ll never 

get over it. the poems fall like tears 

down her cheeks. next weekend, she’ll be 

in the club again, drinking white claws 

& thrashing in the middle. she never really 

figured out how to dance. we’ll have to forgive her.

Gillian Ebersole (they/them) is a dancer and choreographer, as well as a poet, dance critic, and researcher. Their work aims to reconcile a conservative religious upbringing with the expansive nature of queerness, exploring queer whimsy, vulnerability, and gentleness. Their first poetry book The Water Between Us received the Charlotte Mew Prize and was published by Headmistress Press in 2021. Gillian lives and creates in Berkshire County with their partner.