LETTER NOT YET
by Clive Donovan
I haven't even got around to writing that letter
meant for you, so engrossed am I
with events transpiring hereabouts:
That redoubtable villa which sheltered us so long,
is revivified—those tiny tiles of mosaic
uncovered with pictures of what we used to make and do,
mud is crawling out the windows, murals of our feasts un-
peel—and more—weeds and bushes growing in our bedroom
are discharged, pushed on, like long-term convicts blinking
in the light, waiting for a bus, with dated suits.
Birds have been persuaded to review
their squatting strategy and fly away with mossy nests,
bats and insects flee the smell of bleach
and polished tables wait in place for unbroken china,
newly exposed sofas and chairs make encouraging
noises and voices from the kitchen are positively
singing. Cups swing on hooks, fridge sparkles like an iceberg
filled with fine new food and all detritus swept away
over the threshold sill—you wouldn't believe what's gone, I
am no longer ill.
And I contemplate the past pouring through the door
like a waterfall of tears and I,
a chuffed archaeologist with all this
stripped-out sediment, dross and veneer
—wheelbarrows full of old meanings, you know—
and the garden looks so different now, with its spoils
of industrial heaps of history.
But the same moon hangs on out there, edgy,
clearly not dead, clearly not enjoying
this exodus of seams of trash into
its silvery-beamed domain, but who cares?
You will be so pleased with it all I'm sure of it as I ponder
how to compose this letter to you—explaining the facts
of a big revelation and inviting you back.
Clive Donovan has three poetry collections, The Taste of Glass [Cinnamon Press 2021], Wound Up With Love [Lapwing 2022] and Movement of People [Dempsey&Windle 2024] and is published in a wide variety of magazines including Acumen, Agenda, Crannog, Popshot, Prole and Stand. He lives in Totnes, Devon, UK. An unclassifiable stranger in an even stranger world, he lives without a certificate. Nevertheless, he was a Pushcart and Forward Prize nominee for 2022’s best individual poems.