Smothered

by Anne Livingston

the woman I ask to turn hands to wings inside me 

rolls her fingers into hooks // curls knuckles into 

adhesive // wraps wrists down in purple duct tape //

christens new scales as dragon talons 

// and slides one polyethylene claw across 

my cheek // how simple it is to make love 

a blunt object // with which she cannot open 

doors // cannot season rice and beans // cannot pour 

clear liquor into a clear glass without spilling 

// I know we both learned pain // as weakness //

still I never wanted her to feel weak // when 

I asked C why she smothered her soft in plastic 

she didn’t answer // instead brought duct-tape 

to my mouth // I’ve never needed sharper teeth

 Anne Livingston is a queer poet currently living in North Carolina where they teach high school writing, among other things. Their work is published or forthcoming in Diode, Iron Horse, Juke Joint, and Oakland Arts Review. They received a Brooklyn Poets Fellowship earlier this year. They do not believe dandelions to be a weed.